I got bent; like a wet cigarette.

So Sam and I are planning our Arizona trip. I'm pretty excited considering I've never been anywhere exciting. I'm trying to save money but it's incredibly difficult when I have none anyway. BGE this month was actually ridiculous, and I over drafted again. I also need to replace three of my tires and have my oil changed.

I feel like I talk about money too much. I hear myself, and I know I sound like my mother, but life is really hard right now. Sam went to the doctors today because of an earache, and came home with sleep apnea, allergies, tonsillitis, and a bunch of other things including his sleep disorder. Apparently all of his recent and lifelong problems are all linked. The doctor is also going to work with him to quit smoking. There's suddenly some miracle drug out there that makes it physically impossible to smoke a cigarette. I think that sounds excruciating, but Sam says that the drug makes him not even crave.

I'm interested in how all of this is going to work out. And horrified at the cost.

I am my mother.